farming is love


As most everyone in the northeast is aware, 2016 was a year of exceptional drought for the region. Even today, sitting under several feet of snow in mid-February, our part of the state is still classified in a “severe” drought category. As anyone who has ever even dabbled in farming will be well aware, a drought is just one of many factors that can drastically influence the outcomes for a farm - and like many of these factors, drought is one of those circumstances that can ruin a harvest despite a farmer’s best efforts and planning. I’ve been curious to talk to Luke and Catarina about the drought we’ve been experiencing, and now that we’re well into winter and things on the farm are slower than in the thick of summer, we finally had a chance. It was a sobering conversation, and one that I thought important to share with other Brookford customers.

In many ways, Brookford was well prepared for the drought, although it’s next to impossible to ever be fully prepared for such drastic circumstances. Since moving to the Canterbury land, Luke and Catarina have worked diligently to improve the irrigation systems for the fields. This irrigation system was both a saving grace and a cause of many headaches as the drought developed. As the nearby river dried up, the dropping water levels caused the system’s pump to break and need replacement. The pump was replaced only to promptly break again and yet again as water levels continued to drop. Luke tells me that a silver lining to this frustration is that the constant irrigation system challenges left the farm with little choice but to continue to develop and refine the systems, which means that as we head into another potential spring and summer of drought, the farm is now even better prepared.

One of the challenges of sudden infrastructure demands such as irrigation equipment is that it funnels resources away from other parts of the farm. Not addressing issues with the irrigation system could mean crop failure and a huge loss of income, yet updating and maintaining these systems is also expensive. Along with these direct challenges and costs, a drought brings myriad secondary effects. While the farm’s organic farming methods include such safeguards as crop rotation to address weed and pest life cycles, a drought is particularly hard on cultivated plants. Weeds have an advantage over crops because weeds are native to the land, which helps them better adapt to their surroundings. The same goes for pests, which know how to survive - thrive even - in times of drought. As weeds and pests descend upon drought stressed crops, the plants become more susceptible to disease and scar tissue. These factors increase the risk of crop failure as well as rising the labor demands for the farm.

For Brookford, these effects played out most dramatically for the potato crop, with both quantity and quality severely impacted. Luckily for CSA customers, Brookford has a large wholesale business, which serves as a buffer for the vegetable shares. The farm is able to route crop failures or near failures through the wholesale portion of the business, directing the best of limited quantities directly to CSA customers. Still, this past season’s drought was severe enough that after giving out the best of the potatoes through CSA shares, the farm did not have enough to supply to customers over the course of the winter in fall/winter veggie shares. With potatoes being a staple crop for seasonal eating during cold months, the farm chose to purchase organic potatoes from another farm in order to ensure that CSA customers would be provided with the quality and quantity they’ve come to depend upon.

Unfortunately, potatoes weren’t the only crops impacted in this way. The lack of rain meant that the quantity of hay harvested throughout the season was not sufficient to get the farm through this winter, making it necessary for the farm to buy $40k worth of hay to sustain the animals. In addition to these large scale crop issues, the drought meant challenges for crops on a smaller scale, as well. In hot dry weather, delicate crops such a lettuce tend to bolt and become bitter, often rendering them unusable. Once again, having the buffer of wholesale means that CSA customers are insulated from the worst effects of these troubles, but for a farmer, the combination of increased equipment and labor needs, failed crops, and a decrease in products to sell to the wholesale market can make for a stressful season.

These hurdles, although frustrating, aren’t unexpected; seasoned farmers know that nature and weather will always be unpredictable. I asked Luke and Catarina how they keep spirits up during challenging times like this. I was heartened to hear them tell me that despite this past summer’s difficulties, the season also brought some of the best Friday evenings in the farm’s history. The weeks would draw to a close over beer and barbecue, and probably some shared exhaustion. Both Catarina and Luke are committed to an environment that focuses on relationship building, communication, and being understanding of the mistakes that come with learning and growth.

As a long-time customer, I’m pretty hard-core in my passion for supporting my local farm. I remember several years ago, hearing Luke talk about how the food produced by the farm is really just an edible by-product of nurturing the land. This philosophy is part of why I am not only devoted to supporting local farms, but to supporting Brookford Farm specifically. I view my role as a customer in similar fashion. I give the farm my financial support, and the food I receive in return is a delicious by-product of that support. But regardless of the outcome, regardless of the by-products, the farm would still have my support. Because family farms - especially diversified, organic farms like Brookford - make a difference. Supporting these farms means supporting local jobs and the local economy. It means protecting open space and preserving our state’s agricultural heritage. Support for Brookford  means less pollution, fewer chemicals, and decreased use of pesticides, and these things mean cleaner air and water right here at home. Support for Brookford also means protecting heirloom vegetables, non GMO seeds, and biodiversity for the future. These are all things that I would support regardless of whether I were to receive food in return. Clean air and water, open space, our local economy, biodiversity...these are all things that I’m invested in protecting not only for my own quality of life, but for my children’s quality of life, and the quality of life for others in our community.

It is because of this steadfast belief in the importance of local farms that I feel tremendous compassion and gratitude when I talk with Luke and Catarina about the implications of the drought. Without a doubt, the drought has been a challenge for most of us throughout the state. But I can’t think of many others as directly affected as our hard working organic farms. I am so grateful that we have dedicated farmers who are willing to shoulder the stress and burden of nature’s unpredictability so that we all can benefit. Undoubtedly, customers may have noticed that shares were impacted by the extreme conditions of this past summer. But for many of us customers, we are also supporters - and in that role, I’m so appreciative of the quiet heroism and selflessness of the farmers who absorb the brunt of the cost when nature doesn’t cooperate.

As I sit here writing on this February morning, I have a freezer stocked full of organic frozen tomatoes, zucchini, green beans, peppers, corn, and cauliflower. The carefully vacuum sealed packets offer a pop of color every time I open the freezer - vibrant red, lush green, soft yellow. It makes me smile to see summer frozen in time in this way. I feel incredibly thankful for a farm that knows their customers might just need a little color in the wintertime, and thus invests the time and resources to make it so. And so despite it all - despite the water pump and the pests, despite the weeds and the long hours on hot, dry days, I will make a locally sourced summer ragout for dinner this evening. We will eat it and celebrate seasons past, seasons to come, and all of the dedication, love, and effort that persevered.

Farm Stories - About that Flour

I want to tell you a story about flour.


Remember a year or so ago, when you could purchase a flour share from the farm?


That was amazing.


As someone who’s more than a little enthusiastic about sourcing as much food locally as possible, flour from a NH farm was a game changer. I was recently talking with Luke about current events at the farm, and the subject of flour came up. “Hey,” I asked him, “whatever happened to the flour?” I was expecting somewhat of a routine answer. Perhaps the equipment needed replacing, or they had run out of space to store it. I assumed it was something simple and not all that exciting. But the answer he gave me, ah. What a refreshing reminder of the intricacies of farm life, of harmony, and of the careful balance that gives way to nourishment for us all to eat.


After Luke and Catarina moved the farm from Rollinsford to Canterbury, the cow herd began to grow. This increase in cows meant that the need for fresh green grass in summer and hay during the winter was quickly rising. Although the farm was now sitting on 600 acres, optimizing those acres in a way that would both nourish the land and keep up with customer demands was an ongoing and active responsibility. Land can produce many things, and when stewarded carefully, it can produce an amazing abundance, but there is still the reality of competing needs and limited resources for grain vs. pasture vs. vegetables vs. hay. Each time that the grain was ready to be harvested, the farm would scramble to fill the void, as it was a task that required Luke’s full attention for the better part of a month. At the same time, the increasing need for pasture and hay posed a real problem. There were 100 acres of land that would make prime pasture land if cleared of trees, but with the limited nature of time and hands, it remained wooded and unusable.


The solution lay in reallocating resources. By taking a break from producing flour, the farm was able to regain a month of Luke’s time during which he worked with staff and a local logger to clear all 100 acres. Although the logger’s time and equipment helped ease the burden of the work, each stump had to be pulled up by hand, one by one. Once this was accomplished, they were able to turn the land into pasture - all 100 acres. It is on this land where the entire beef herd grazed last summer.


Maybe I’m overly sentimental, but I can’t help but treasure this mental image: The farm stopped producing flour (temporarily) to instead produce pasture. Which then produced beef. Which then nourished families. The pasture is now there to stay. The green grass will grow each spring and will continue to support the beef herds, which in turn will nourish the land with their manure while their grazing keeps the pasture open and managed. This is balance. This is harmony. This is the cycle that we are all a part of when we eat Brookford beef or drink Brookford milk or bake (someday, again!) with Brookford flour. It is all intertwined. Delicately and roughly.


Farming is not easy work, nor simple work. It is work that requires sacrifice in a hundred different forms, and it is work that is very literally dependent on the participation, engagement, and love - yes love - of community.

Very soon, we will be sharing an upcoming project with the community. It’s a project that stems from that same place of balancing growth and resources with land stewardship and future infrastructure. We’re excited to share it with you. Stay tuned.


Thanksgiving is upon us. It doesn’t seem possible that an entire year has passed by since I last posted at Thanksgiving time. A lot has happened in just a year. 2016 seems to have been a fight for many of us. A fight against weather, dry and uncooperative; a fight between politicians and individuals and the very direction of our country. And yet, here we are.

I’ve always loved the CSA for many reasons, but perhaps the biggest reason is how connected to my world I feel when I support the CSA and eat locally produced food. It feels like a daily way to acknowledge, “I am here. I am a citizen of this planet. I am conscious and intentional in my actions.” Sometimes we need to strip life down to the bare bones of it all. Let go of the big picture and see the forest for the trees. Perhaps we cannot all agree on the way forward, but I think we can all agree that we are here in this life wanting what we feel is best. Maybe I’m an idealist, but I think that ultimately, 99.9% of the world is coming from a place of love. Perhaps fear comes in, or anger at not being understood, or feelings of unfairness or heartbreak, but if we boil the human condition down to the purest of forms, I think we just find love. And love can cause us to do some crazy things. Sometimes we need to stop, and breathe, and recenter ourselves to remember what we’re really all about.

When I open my CSA box this week, I’ll see brussels sprouts, rutabagas, garlic, leeks and more. But the physical form of these vegetables is perhaps deceptive. A leek is never just a leek. These vegetables are an important and tangible reminder of the efforts of a ferociously dedicated group of people from around the world working tenaciously to feed their community. If that isn’t love, I don’t know what is.  

Our CSA order will be brought to my door by Adil, here from the Sudan, who chats with me and my children about life across the world as I check over the dairy order. Once he leaves,  I’ll unpack our beautiful vegetables and admire their robust vibrance, feeling gratitude for the many individuals who worked so hard to sew the seeds and tend the crops. Many of the harvest crew have traveled to our little state from Burundi, Senegal, Ethiopa, and the Sudan. I will next put away our dairy, and spend a moment thinking of Sadiqi from Ethiopia who helps bottle the milk, and Marie from Burundi who makes delicious cheese. As I transfer chickens to the cooler, I’ll think of Irena from Russia who has harvested them by hand, and then of her son Vladimir who, like Adil, goes door to door making sure that all of these labors of love arrive on time and in excellent shape. Finally, I’ll think of Luke and Catarina, who started Brookford Farm together after they met and fell in love while working at a biodynamic farm in Russia. I will never know all of the intricacies and stories of all of these intertwined lives, but each day when I cook for my family, I depend on their relentless dedication, and for this I have immeasurable gratitude. Their work is directly life sustaining; it is the very food that nourishes the bodies and souls of my children. It is love.

We may live in an imperfect world, but every moment still holds hope for love to prevail. Whether you spend Thanksgiving with friends, with family, in quiet solitude, or helping strangers, it is a day that provides us all with the opportunity to exercise gratitude for the love that sustains us. Whether love is huddled close around you in the form of family, or whether it makes its way into your life in the form of organic carrots and raw cream, it is there awaiting discovery. Our interconnected humanity is evidenced in virtually all elements of our lives, if we know how to look for it.

I’m no expert on the meaning of life, but I like to believe that the celebration of love is key to our existence. This week, as you open your CSA box, we invite you to join us in celebrating the love that produced its contents, just as we celebrate the love from our customers that allows us to continue in our work. Together, we sustain this farm. Together, we make a difference. Together, we change the world.

Thank you.